I gave birth to my beautiful baby girl 6 weeks ago. I had a very traumatic pregnancy and was quite ill and my daughter was born 3 weeks before my due date. I love her obviously but I am finding it hard to enjoy being with her? As soon as my husband comes home from work, I give her over to him to mind and I am so relieved not to have to hold her or mind her. It feels so wrong as I longed for this baby. Where can I turn?